Surfeited1331 posted on August 15, 2010 21:57
Make them laugh, keep them happy.
Need a ride? Forget something in your car? It's raining, yes,
but sure! I'll go get it. Want to talk about him all day? Of course!
I'm an excellent listener....
I know it's tough for you. No, I get it. You call me when you need
something. Ahhh, 'nother personal conversation with my husband
huh? Sure! Of course I don't mind! Be my guest!
Yes, I'll feed, bath, pray with them. And after everyone is full
and sleeping, sure. I would love to rub your back! And
whatever it is
you need to tell me, I'm here. I'm a very good listener. I'll do
whatever I can possibly do to keep you happy.
But who makes the jester happy? When everything is right
in everyone's world, why is mine so bad? Why are the
things in life that used to make me so happy now make
me so miserable? I feel like I can't catch a break. The more
I try to swim, the more I find myself drowning. I can't breathe. I'm tired. I'm
tired of forgiving. I'm tired of trying to keep the peace. I'm
tired of being disappointed. I'm ready to do the disappointing!
Is it wrong of me? I've never let you down. Not once. You've
let me down more times then I care to remember! Is it wrong to
be so vengeful? I just want you to hurt like I did. Like I do.