Well marines isnt working out for me...so looks like i need to get a job. My parents dont have enough money to support themselves let alone me and my son and girlfriend. My girlfriend and I still fight... When I look at her facebook page it makes me depressed because even though I sit at home do nothing, talk to no one and try and get trust back in our relationship for our son and ourselves seems to be useless. i been sitting at home and doing nothing for weeks now while waiting on the marines and still havent made a dent in fixing this realtionship. I'm unhappy with the status of our relationship and what I'm doing now. I never can seem to bring myself to leave her no matter how mad or upset i get. shes constantly throwing the bad choices i made in my face when we fight and makes me feel worse... and i only show her how mad i am because when i cry she makes me feel worthless and doesnt seem to notice how sorry and hard im working on this relationship. Any one with any ideas are welcome.