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i really like this guy. but he already has a great girlfriend and they're so cute together and are showing NO signs of even arguing. she and him are pretty much the picture perfect couple.
he rarely gets to see her though... and he texts me night and day. i really like him. as you can see, its a problem.
he says that he'll always be here for me, that i can tell him anything, and that we'll always be friends.
ive never been in a relationship... boys have always regarded me as one of the guys. and im not about to cake makeup on my face for attention. i feel that's stupid.
but with him, i love talking to him...but i feel as if i have a knife in my side and every time i talk to him it goes a little bit deeper... and he has no idea. but it just hurts me so much.
i pretty much lie awake at night telling myself that it'll never happen over and over again. that i wasn't made for love and i should just not bother with it at all. i feel good about accepting my fate, but my mom and friends keep telling me that there's someone out there for me. i wish i could believe them, but i just can't. please help.

True love waits, so don't worry, you'll find the one who you really love! Because, as your mom and friends said, "there's sb out there, sb somewhere, to show you the tenderness you have, sb to hold you when worries control you...." ^^ if you don't like my comment you should delete it ^^

True love waits, so don't worry, you'll find the one who you really love! Because, as your mom and friends said, "there's sb out there, sb somewhere, to show you the tenderness you have, sb to hold you when worries control you...." ^^ if you don't like my comment you should delete it ^^